Feelings

[rudy]

Getting wisdom teeth out tomorrow now that they are finally giving me issues. Just enjoyed my last meal of solid foods (despite wincing in pain during every bite). Anybody had the experience? Hoping to be semi-functional come monday..

[bels]

It's raining and it's never going to stop raining.

[Syeknom]

End of days in Cornwall

[germinal]

the prom at home

[verilyvert]

- Just looked through your previous posts. I'm 23 and in Vancouver as well! ssris are shitty, and if you ever just want someone to talk to, or a reason to get out of the house, send me a message and we can do a coffee or beer.

and , we should all form a wellbutrin club together ;)

[kewks]

i got a promotion at work! hooray!!!!

[freddy]

Somebody tell me about the benefits of Welbutrin and your experiences please. Thx

[Syeknom]

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[rudy]

Update
Surgery went great. Felt fine all of today. Have been on a codeine + archer + greek yogurt combo since 3 pm. Should be plenty ready for my interview next week. Nurses were laughing at me for taking selfies 5 minutes after surgery. Thank you all for your stories.

xpost to pics of your face? haha


bit of blood in this pic.

[freddy]

meeting family that are not your parents is great. actually stayed up all night last night processing what I've learned. secured a place to crash and bum in LA. Let's just say everything is a mindfuck in a Breaking Bad badass way lol

[inherently]

cat's out of the bag, and I split up a few days ago.

it was mutual and we're still good friends, so no need to worry about us!

[hunnish]

I didn't even know there was a cat to begin with.

[inherently]

well yeah, that's because it was in a bag

[can-]

our first care tags couple, gone before we even knew we had one

[purkinje]

haven't posted on c-t as much as I'd have liked recently but it looks like this place is growing fast and really doing great (smiling)

[omgimacarrot]

Just hit the 15 application mark with 2 call backs...yay.

[germinal]

are they a couple i thought they were like bohemian sex detectives working on a case

[freddy]

Wait what, who's fucking who now?? (Can I get in on sum 3rd party fun time too?!?? I'll bring that Azn zest and fiest (smiling))

[eufemism]

life sucks at the moment. feeling overwhelmed, sad, and lost. just like a continual loneliness.

[sparkyoriental]

I can't believe this just happened. I got caught masturbating by my parents via facetime!!!!!!!

just relaxing, tuesday post dinner. watching some porn (james deen + sasha grey) while laying on bed. ehh, whatever.
mom + dad facetime me
in my haste to exit out of said porn, I press "accept" while wildly clicking everywhere
no shirt, just bra.
mom starts trolling me - why are you wearing a tank top in this weather??? YOU ARE GOING TO CATCH A COLD and are you taking a nap right now? don't you have better things to do?!!! and are you watching something?!!! what's that noise in your apartment-- **
dad starts asking me about my 5 year plan (MBA sparky, MBA)
surreptitiously slide lower in the frame so only neck up exposed
trying to put some clothes on while keeping my face and neck immobile. harder than it sounds
90 minute conversation about grad school, my singleton status, my plans for valentine's day, and my job

why, why, why?!

[aucontrairearto]

Couple of white dudes (who are usually friendly acquaintances) were joking how I look exactly like the two other Asian Americans in the class. They took it a step further and implied that our physical similarities somehow undercut our individuality, like we were all some nerdy Asian kid with different haircuts. (None of us were nerdy at all.)

The thing that really pissed me off, though, is that they kept laughing with each other, never really acknowledging me in the conversation. The jokes were directed at me, but always intended to make someone else laugh. When I told them to stop being dicks, they stifled more laughs and told other people in the room about the joke.

A pretty mild example of microagression, but it hurts especially since I've been a "new kid" for a while and things like this always make me question if I'll ever acclimate to the school.

[asianfuntime]

I get kind of sad when I look at my hair and body and not have it be what I want

I hope to fix all of this by the start of 9th grade.

[kyung]

1. Change your look/hair/whatever

2. Keep it for 2-3 years

3. Look back and go, "What was I thinking, I look ridiculous"

4. Change/Repeat

[ramseames]

you're so young bro don't sweat it. Like girls are probably still taller than you. You've got so much change ahead of you in the next 5 years its nuts. no reason to spend time stressing over things that will iron themselves out on their own.

[TheLouisVuittonPawn]

I'm supposed to meet up I NYC with this girl Ive started seeing recently but snow may put a stop to those plans. Looks like it might be another disappointing V-day. I'm not sure I can handle that level of let-down right now. I started Wellbutrin today so maybe that will be good.

[TheLouisVuittonPawn]

Thanks everyone for the encouraging words (smiling). Looks like Im going to be able to find back up plans

@sparkyoriental, I understood the intent, thanks to you as well

[bels]

Kind of crashed and burned at the Poetry Slam last night. The guy on before me did this south park style funny poem about having a girlfriend with a burkha which kind of put me and the room in a weird mood and didn't particularly mesh well with my gloomy poem. Anyway when we got home the person in the bed with me who is blonde with blue eyes said that she thought the burkha poem was pretty good and it's important to say make controversial jokes about this kind of topic because too many people have a stick in their ass about it. I didn't feel like I adequately explained why I thought it was kind of shitty of her to say that and now I feel kind of bummed out. Maybe I should chill out about these kind of things too I don't know. Obviously impossible for you guys to judge because you didn't hear the poem but I just want to vent my feels.

[sknss]

was on care-tags before it was created

[brlmski]

[can-]

is it really heteronormative considering it tends to be women in that role on the catwalk?

sounds like good fun to me. my experience might've been different but on my campus sorority girls were frequently subject to/participants of much more degrading activities.