Feelings

[bels]

I fear dead insects more than I hate live ones.

[Syeknom]

Why do you fear the dead?

[can-]

flush w anxiety on my first day at new job

it's getting better and will get more better but still. growing pains!

[adhi]

are you a line chef at this new place? may i dare ask what restaurant?

[can-]

I don't know the faintest about cooking honestly. place is sembrado NYC, just opened to the public today

[can-]

pretty spot on http://blogs.villagevoice.com/forkinthe ... y_mena.php

[bels]

How do you make out tips wise ben. Do you work that tush.

When I went out with that POF girl she said "don't tip them, I don't tip." but I tipped anyway and looked at her like "fuck what you do bitch."

Made sure I tipped a five too so she could watch that paper drift.

Sort of an overpriced meal in general though.

[can-]

I get tipped out by waiters / my staff but not a ton. just beer money.

third day in a row of-

work A from 9-630
work B from 7-1230

v sleepy

[Syeknom]

Oof, that's rough

[bels]

I feel like syek encouraged me to make that waywt background thread and then abandoned it so I'm going to try and make him feel guilty by posting here.

[can-]

I' have a good fit for that thread. give me a day or two

[Syeknom]

I'm feeling guilty! Will sort something out :(

[can-]

just stretched my back and accidentally peed a little in my boxerrs

[bels]

as in you were doing a backstretch or you were trying some experimental pop lock move and you've hurt your back and pissed yourself?

[can-]

waiting in line for bathroom tryna crack my back, exerted myself a lil too much and doled out a lil spurt in my pants

also I bumped into disby and ramdom this morning

[adhi]

i was going to come! and then ramdom told me not to... :( because alcohol

[bels]

Can tell how old I am because when I think of drinking as much as people seem to have I feel deeply uneasy. Actually on the subject of drinking I decided I'm not going to buy another vodka bottle for my freezer. Normally in summer I always have one in there, have a finger with loads of ice when I'm writing or just want to chill but I think it's probably for the best if I cut that habit out.

[starfox64]

you're the oldest person on this board. how does that make you feel?

[bels]

How do you think.

[Syeknom]

What's your age again bela?

[bels]

Actual or perceived.

27 and one month.

[bels]

Eugh it's actually 27 and two months.

[Syeknom]

Sorry for your loss

[starfox64]

i'll be 27 in 58 days. i should probably just end my life now.

[schiaparelli]

i was so excited when i realized bela's world-weariness was actually justified by his age. normally those most despairing of the cruelties of the world are 16 or 20 or something.

i'm a CS major x i used to do a lot of hobbyist web design and i've been kind of anxious about anything involving code and a text editor lately. it's something that's kind of frustrating to get over because i keep on thinking how lame it is to be scared of a core activity in your academic studies & hobbies.

[bels]

Use EMACS. It'll make everything else in your life seem straightforward.

[sknss]

schia, you could help design caretags to get back in the game. you could do it just for fun. i think taking away the academic consequences could help you get over your fear

but really this is just an evil plan to make caretags prettier lol

[germinal]

care-tags is well pretty

[sknss]

i feel a serious lack of sparkly banners tho

[can-]

i would like a feature where people can "tag" users which would bold the name and give the user some kind of notification that they are being tagged in a post.