by zayg » Wed Dec 30, 2015 5:04 pm
I work in "Asset Management" in logistics for a medical device company. The company is on the cutting edge of technology and has an extremely unique business model that involves the distribution of equipment that costs thousands of dollars to customers and patients. Due to warranties, these must be replaced ASAP after failure. I am responsible for making sure the equipment is accurately tracked across the entire network as well as creating and bolstering existing processes for the returns team. I work a bit with IT to fine tune systems to help these processes. I also do a bit of analytics, and am currently involved in the planning of the rollout of a massive service advisory.
Unfortunately, the job mostly involves me just answering emails and doing banal stuff in Excel. It is extremely soul sucking and doesn't pay particularly well. I'm feeling a bit stuck and unmotivated. I know I should be better than this but it can be hard to put in the effort to show that I am when I find it hard to care. Fortunately I do get showered with a fair bit of praise from my superiors because I guess nobody else who took this job prior to me was able to figure it out, let alone make so many improvements. At the same time...I find myself slacking off due to being so tired all of the time and on other days finding it so hard to get out of bed due to SAD now that the cold started, that I just work from home a ton, which I worry is frowned upon.
I plan on applying to teach English in Japan soon so I could start when my lease is up in August. My life is too boring and I haven't really had any of the interesting experiences that I was hoping I would have by this age. I feel like some extreme culture shock could give me a motivational thrill.
Plus, it is a completely new environment in which I can work on my photography. I plan on applying to grad school for photography while I am there so I can start that when I come back. Don't let people influence you to take the "safe choice" when it doesn't align with your life goals. Sure, going to school for business was "safer" than going to art school like I wanted to, but now I basically have to restructure my entire life as I'm in a worse place than I was a few years ago due to the choices I've made. No regrets though, I made some excellent friends in college, found a place I'd like to settle in future years thanks to it, and started to take my photography more seriously as it became a true creative outlet for me and not just a hobby to pass the time. Who knows what I will do for a living if I do go the photography route, but I think that doing something I love will give me the motivation to at least explore more options instead of just wanting to get the hell out.