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Feeling pretty done with school right now, only a month and a half left (of this semester). Too much reading to catch up on.

yo @hmwut , it's gonna be okay, I promise.

I am in good spirits for the first time in a very long time and am going to get my moves on down at the dance floor

I feel bummed out and I got my yearly bonus today and I just want to spend it on stuff to make myself feel better but I'm not.

i feel like posting a fit

It's raining heavily and I'm listening to John Coltrane and everything seems to be alright with my world

Well, my Wild won, I didn't vomit, we watched a couple episodes of Pushing Daises and cuddled together, and fuck prom. Tonight was pretty great (smiling) Sadly didn't stay since she had work early tomorrow but it was a valiant effort. Life is pretty good. I love all of you guys too. She's coming over to watch more Daisies and cuddle more tomorrow (smiling)

Not in the mood for much of anything today. Boring Sunday. Lots of homework. Missing my ex and she said that she would talk to me today so I'm anxious about that. Feels like I've been waiting around for something to happen.

sometimes you need to be really sad or depressed for awhile to motivate you to live otherwise! it's ok

people who aren't in relationships - do you crave intimacy? not sex necessarily, but just to touch another human being? cuddling, kissing, laying around? I haven't been in a relationship in about a year now. I don't mind being single, but I do miss the feeling of touch and being touched in an easy way, just no thoughts behind it. i just want cuddles.

Everything in my hometown or just being at home reminds me of my ex so much and it's a bad feeling. She still hasn't contacted me but I'm trying to be patient. But seriously that level of friendship that comes along with a good relationship is such a big thing. I miss it. My "current" girlfriend (we're practically broken up by now) are good friends and everything but it just isn't the same. It doesn't feel right.

Looking to visit one of the schools that I'll be transferring to next year. I think I'll probably end up there. I'm getting really restless where I'm at now.

You're not pathetic dude, we're all lonely and insecure to some extent. You're never alone with these feelings.

i am sat smokin in my room cos everyone has gone home from uni now. have to stay here for a week til my play runs finish.

got the lead in some experimental theatre piece for the summer which is quite daunting, first time having a true lead in a while. should be fun

space jam still a sick film

do any of y'all get gay guys trying to hit on you and the old ladies that just want some quickie-attention trying to chat you up when you're at the bookstore or in line at the market - getting errands done? i mean i don't mind talking and giving my 2c but its frustrating to realize midway through the conversation that it was superficial and pointless. it has intensified more recently. sometimes i just want to be left alone bc i lost out on a cop or something and am in no mood for conversation. i feel like a dick when i'm caught off guard being dismissive and a prude. doesn't help that i have anxiety too or maybe i need to stop getting things done at more normal hours :/

I'm always the weirdo trying to get quickie attention by chatting up strangers in the bookstore on at the market. Not responding works best.

Got accepted to the multi-disciplinary fine art and computer science program. I'm so happy I'll finally be studying something I'm actually super passionate about. :-D

you are such a handsome man I think you should move to London because no one would ignore you.

Figuring out what you want to do feels really good.

Beginning to actually do it is fucking terrifying.

I think my girlfriend and I broke up last night? I'm not sure.

is care-tags breeding breakups? :(

No, our clothes are breeding break ups. That's okay though, we still have clothes.

For real though it went alright for what it was. We both seem to understand/respect each other's sides. But I'm confused because there wasn't any actual closure and no one said "I'm breaking up with you." And we talked today too so idk.

shit

Yeah, we broke up.

But I feel okay.

omg false alarm yay

tomorrow is my last day of work