by prawnzee » Wed Aug 27, 2014 6:19 pm
because I'm too lazy to type a new thing, I'll just copy paste my flow of thought from da x factur
Pronssi| I'm starting to study psychology, or I'm gonna try what it's like. I had a revelation today and I figured I want to be a psychotherapist, have to get a degree in psychology first and work as a psychologist first for a few years tho
Pronssi| gonna graduate in cs first though, but I'm gonna take a few classes now
Pronssi| I've almost completed my minor (economics), so it's going to be basically useless school-wise, but yeah
Pronssi| dunno how I'll handle it, it's been such a long time since I've studied psychology at any level. it's probably gonna require hell of a lot of reading
Pronssi| and if I ever want to graduate this cs thing I must concentrate more on that side
Pronssi| but yeah this is a super long term thing, and it came to me really recently
Pronssi| deep down I hate computers
Pronssi| but I gotta think about this super hard, and I think the most realistic route would be graduating in cs, and while I'm here get some psych classes done, work in some IT shit somewhere and apply for a psychology major at the same time
Pronssi| suuuuper slow made process
Pronssi| how does that sound
REDACTED| what do you eventually want to do Pronssi
Pronssi| I feel so young and so old at the same time
REDACTED| like what job do u want Pronssi
Pronssi| that's part of the problem, I'm not sure at all
Pronssi| I'm gonna <end up doing> something IT related, that's all I know. system administration or some other laid-back low workload stuff for sure (smiling)
Pronssi| but
Pronssi| the thing is
Pronssi| I have this spark in my heart now
Pronssi| and I'm really really interested in being a psychologist and eventually a psychotherapist
Pronssi| I thought of this the first time like 12 hours ago
Pronssi| so I have to see where this, uh, idea leads
REDACTED| Pronssi: you dont want to do something that like mixes cs and psych
Pronssi| no
Pronssi| not at all
Pronssi| if I figure something out that would merge them then I might
Pronssi| but at this moment being a helpful person, privately, to a troubled person
Pronssi| the thought resonates with me
Pronssi| if I want to contribute something to this society, that would be it. if I stay in IT I'm seriously going to end up at a 0 effort job that does no good to anyone
Pronssi| if I can help a person and get a paycheck from it that would actually make me content
Pronssi| but as of now that's just a pipedream you know
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