Need somewhere to put this. I don't know if it's the jacket or the mountain stream but this image really touches me. I love nature and I'd love to go for a walk wherever he is (also, wearing the same clothes).
I'm not exaggerating when I say that seeing this pic hit something in me. I've lived in a major city for quite a while now and had a conversation with some friends yesterday, one of whom will soon move back to Tennessee (where he grew up and where his family lives). Between that and seeing this photo, it makes me worry that I might stay in this city out of inertia and miss out on some of the places that might make me happy.
The me of a few years ago wanted to live abroad again at some point, for a year or more, and also wanted to spend some time living in a quieter place. At the time I imagined living in a place like Vermont for its thrillingly sublime natural beauty (and skiing). At the same time I'm terrified of living somewhere rural, from both a social and career perspective. Not to mention the general loss of liberalness/anonymity/opportunity that comes with a city. I worry somewhere more rural won't be a cultural fit between me and the populace. I also hate driving so idk if I could bike everywhere in a rural place.
Maybe I just need a vacation.?
Either way I'm realizing that time isn't waiting around and that these things will only happen if I make them. Although I'm busily pleased making other things 'happen in my life', the choice of where to live is so daunting to think about. I'm sure there's somebody out in the world living exactly where I'd like to go, who wants to trade places with me. Maybe we can just stay on our respective leases and swap for a little while. I think I remember reading about some website where you can arrange house swaps with people.
But yeah if anyone sees that jacket please let me know. The brown colorway is up online and although I think I prefer this yellow a bit, I might end up getting the brown to assuage the part of me that actually wants to be out on a mountain hiking in it. Maybe I'll even buy it and vow to wear it on my walks when I move to VT. That sounds like the kind of poetic bullshit i generally enjoy
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